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something radiates
why sometimes i get grey
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Created on 2009-05-08 06:01:38 (#19999924), last updated 2009-11-26
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Basic Info| Name: | railway ties |
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Biomuted greys we are the kids who keep quiet. we do what we are told (albeit passive aggressively). we are the kids that watch, listen, and take notes about the world. we hide in bedrooms, basements, and journals. and we live for the quiet (although, at times, quiet scares us). we hate confrontation, yelling, and anger. we take our best work from the strongest emotions. we are a paradox that breathes, irony that lives. we do not like crowds, but they give us a refreshing anonymity. we are the kids that you dont notice but we notice you (hell, we want to be you). we get loud when we are nervous quiet when we are truly scared and apathetic when we are terrified. we live not for ourselves, but for someone/something else. we thrive on other people, and what they do to us. while everyone else around us fears dying, we fear living; they live in fear if death, we die in fear of life. we wish we smoked. we scream so quietly no one can hear us (or maybe, we dont scream at all). we either fight too hard for too long or not hard enough for too short a time. we see the world in black and white (or maybe everyone else does, and we see in color). we are all grey. we have been, will be, has-beens. We are the grey of yesterday. we hide in all the places we can; words, drawings, music, scars. we are surprisingly and disproportionately creative. they call us "artists" and "realists"; we agree, so we say nothing at all. we chase railway ties from one end of the station to the other. we arent something tangible, something you can get a feeling of. we exist, but fleetingly, carefully. we have blue eyes, dry mouths, and we dont want to die in vegas. we are what we are. but we are scared to be it. |
railway ties i like to write, everything from fanfiction to plain old fiction. its all here. i like my cookies frozen, my coffee black, my tea green, and my chocolate bitter. i specialize in angst, but sometimes ill throw in a love scene or two. want to know me? just comment to add - and call me railway ties. |
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